Clouds

i hear the clouds speak
the rain there quiet tears
the thunder crys for help
the lightning flashes of a razor

the clouds know me
they comfort me
they love me
they tell me secrets

i like the clouds
cry silent tears
slinence my own cries for help
and am comforted by the shining gleam of a razor

i unlike the clouds
leave with puffy eyes unnoticed
let my lips and tounge bleed against hard pressed teeth
watch blood flow from slits to floor

Why

did you choose me?
say that you loved me?

do i believe impossible things?
say the stupidest things?

am i truly unlovable?
cant i accept it?

WHY ASK?

im sorry

for everything

what i said
what i did

im sorry

for hating you
for loving you

im sorry

for the words i never
listened to you say

im sorry

i love you
and you love her

im sorry

i get angry
i get confused

im not sorry

i no longer love you
i love him

I HOPE YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE
BECAUSE I LOVE YOU AND NO ONE ELSE

This Is For You

theres no more damage

only scars remind me

of what i used to be

when i was without you

sometimes when i feel myself slipping

all i have to do is think of you

im truly trying

please dont forget about me

Broken

my heart

the bottle

my skin

all broken

my mind wants to forget
my heart wants to die

why cant i let go?

Love

love is such a
strange thing

to complicated for me... for mankind

live is such a
difficult thing

which is why
in the end we all will choose death...

Have you ever?

have you ever
counted the stars
counted your steps
counted your hearts sighs
stomachs flutters
eyes blinks?

have you ever looked up?
seen the world
a rose bloom
loved someone?

i have...
it took me forever
to figure out just how much
i truly loved you
correction

how much i love you

Forever

love is forever

there is no turing back now

my love is eternal

your love is a species its own

my love is lost in a world

of flowers

my love a weed

yours a graceful rose

mine grows at random and annoying

yours is rare and charised

mine colorful, yours full of thorns

every love has a catch

Broken Hearts

shattered
and dieing i lay down and wait
shattered
and bleeding i search for your love
shattered
and broken my thoughts are of you and no one else
shattered
and done i tire of trying
shattered
and dead i fall to the earth
shattered
and alone i die in peace
shattered
and without your love

To You Daddy

daddy this is for you

i love you

daddy you protect me

i love you

daddy you love me

daddy i love you

daddy you understand me

daddy i love you

Me

my name is elyzabeth and this is a blog that i am going to fill with my poetry. Enjoy.

The Unknown

i know the unknown

the strange and the odd

i know the unkown

the frightened and the scary

you do not know me

you do not know the unknown

you know nothing of me

i love you

i always will

why dont you love me?